Dear All,
As I write this I am relieved and terrified at the same time. My entire life has been a battle with addiction (food, drugs, and drink).
Food first of course, I write this this as I am now srtuggling with drug addiiction. I am finally the skinny beautiful woman I wanted to be. But I am so scared and unhappy-------not what i thought
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